Now for some of you reading that title you’ll be unmoved and unaware how major this is for me, which is ok. But maybe you’re reading the title and resonating with it, and if you are well done! Two weeks is an accomplishment just like one day or 3 years, we all start somewhere andContinue reading “Two Weeks Suicide Free… Not Bad”
Category Archives: One Day at a Time
What Can I Say?
I’ve been (attempting) to write this serious for about a month now, I’ve talked through my initial suicide attempt that prompted to my sexual assault and everything I’m between. But now my life is once again changing and it looks to be for the better, but the pressure is killing me inside. I joined myContinue reading “What Can I Say?”
New Beginnings and a New Outlook
Now a lot of you have probably noticed from me writing a few blogs prior to this series for the boys over at talk tonight but, I love to write. The feelings of satisfaction and pride as I finish a piece is unbelievable. Genuinely like nothing I can feel anywhere else, and hopefully my passionContinue reading “New Beginnings and a New Outlook”
It’s Been Weird For A Little While Now
I’ll be honest people I don’t know where I’m at, mentally I’m both improving and stagnant. I’ve gotten better with a few things. And worse with just as many. It’s been quite a baffling time for me as a person and I don’t see me coming out of this stronger, possibly not even at allContinue reading “It’s Been Weird For A Little While Now”
There’s Always Something Going On
So in my long and rather saddening history there’s been a few spots of temporary happiness, getting engaged, Leeds getting to the premier league, and one that’s been playing on my mind as of late, my first pregnancy. Now I’m not able to get pregnant as you can imagine but around two years ago IContinue reading “There’s Always Something Going On”
Where Do I Go From Here
In the last 3 days I’ve attempted suicide 4 times. You might be assuming I failed, obviously. I can’t even kill myself right so what hope actually is there for me? I could see this as a sign of destiny, things to come I need to be here for. But I can’t be arsed pretendingContinue reading “Where Do I Go From Here”
Why Am I Doing This – One Day At A Time
Right so here we are, 1am Tuesday the 22nd of June. Less than a month since I started this journey but possibly the longest time I’ve ever experienced. So I wonder, why am I doing this? What’s stopping me killing myself here and now? If you know please tell me because I’ve spent the nightContinue reading “Why Am I Doing This – One Day At A Time”
One Day At A Time: History Lesson
I want everyone who reads this to have an opportunity to understand how I arrived at this point. So I’m going to spend a little time telling you some of the things that led me here. I come from a family with more mouths to feed than money, at least that’s the story I usedContinue reading “One Day At A Time: History Lesson”
One Day At A Time – I’ve Got A Plan
The biggest thing that always gets pushed on me throughout this journey is consistency. I’m constantly reminded how a routine and a plan can have a positive impact on your mental health and you know, it’s not bad this. So I want to share with you today my new found goals: short term, mid termContinue reading “One Day At A Time – I’ve Got A Plan”
Day 8: One Day At A Time
One week on
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